Today is a day to remember the loss of a good person and a dear friend. The pain has subsided and mostly i remember the good times but at least once a year it is necessary to remember that the person is gone from your life. Sometimes I do think of her and wonder what things would be like, everyone wonders what would happen if things went ( Read more... )

so the spa...i'll go through it step by step ( Read more... )

so i got a turtle. my mom had it and didnt really want to take care of it and didnt trust my brothers to to i guess i kinda aquired it. i kinda like him, at first i was annoyed with having to take care of him but no one else was...i couldnt just not. i have to clean out his tank today...poor guy, its starting to get dirty. i dont have a name for ( Read more... )

each of my friends deserves to know how much i care about them and how much i think of them. so in the next few days i will manage to tell them. some will be here and some in person. some will understand and some wont give it a second thought. its simply to let people know how they helped.

this whole getting back into things is really hard. i just have to straighten out so much. i am going to lose my mind. sometimes i wonder if i should have just taken my aunts offer to have a short vacation at her place in Montana instead of staying in rochester. i am a little glad that i didnt because i would just have to come back to it all ( Read more... )

so incredibly happy...i just dont know how to handle it. its amazing. back to mcc next week...back to my life, a better life. i am a little scared but i cant wait, fear never stopped me.

its such a mess. i cant find it in me to just say to hell with it all but i know its bad for me. i know i have been back and forth and i know that everyone is getting sick of hearing it (dont listen or read any farther if that is the case, i am not offended) but i have get fed up on my own. i have to be totally done with it, trust me that will come ( Read more... )

yeah this whole being sick think really sucks and it is taking away my sleep! i wanna crawl into bed and stay there for days...lots of days. i cant talk and i cough all the time.

donna asked me to come into work, i said sure. i kinda need the money and i really dont mind my job at all, actually i like it. so i am here in the office answering the phone and greeting every student that come in with a nice smile and tell them as sweetly as i can (but without allowing them to think i can be persuaded) that they may not have a ( Read more... )

things are better. and i really am glad they are. i was just so confused and i had to find some answers for myself.