I just took 2 sleeping pills so I should be good and tired in about 20 minutes. In the meantime, I'm eating some really salty chips with salsa. My mouth is burning like whoa and I don't have anything to say of major importance, but hey, when do I ( Read more... )

I know I have five months, but this is going to take five freaking months ( Read more... )

Max was drunk earlier, around 6pm my time, he said he needed more beer and some food, so he was going to the BX to get some. He hasn't come home yet and it's 12:30.

I have a horrible feeling in my belly and I can't sleep. I'm so worried. I don't think he realizes how much he hurts me sometimes.

I can't tell you how many times I've teared up over the silliest things. First off, Candice, Barb, Gloria, Ruth, and I went to see sex and the city. It's such a good movie, but there were so many times in the movie where I just wanted to cry... and almost did! I'd suggest that movie to anyone, especially if you're any kind of sex and the city ( Read more... )

Max and I were taking a shower together in Arizona, I had my back to him and had my arms locked down to the side because he kept trying to stick his hand through my side where my arms were to grab my boobs. He couldn't get in because of the friction. So he took my liquid soap and lubed up his whole arm and finally got through ( Read more... )

There are memories all over this house of Max and I. I think I do a pretty good job of keeping my composure, not bitching about him being gone, and also being supportive of him and his career, but today, today I just want him here to hold me ( Read more... )

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I'm getting ready to set sail to Georgia.

I'm done with the 2nd season of lost.

<3 love.

I thought I looked half way cute for a pregnant chic today, until I took a picture. I wonder why I can look at myself and not feel so large, but when I look at myself in a still frame I think I'm the fattest cow ever.


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I've added about 11 new people since I made this journal, some of you I've spent a little time talking to, some of you I haven't, SO - in order for me to get to know you, I need to know some things about you other than what happened in your day ( Read more... )