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Damaged
One thing i hate is keeping secrets! I've had to keep secrets for so long and i honestly hate them. they have been nothing but a hassle. They have ruined parts of my life on multiple occasions and they are always in the way, but i cant break them. i have to keep them because they involve other people and other occurrences. they hurt people they ( Read more... ) -
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the Big-ist thing to ever happen to me
You are reading the journal of a bran new college student
Yesterday after noon i was accepted in to PIMA Medical Instatute I start in the fall I will be studying Vet Tech it is a two year program and i just cant wait to start -
what do you do
when everything you think is going well and all of a sudden it flips on you? when your feelings are so strong and then your mind just stops and lets reality in? I feel as if my heart has been riped out and stepped on with confusion. I was so happy and confident in my thoughts and what was going to happen and now i just am at a lose. Im at conflict ( Read more... ) -
Fantasies
The thoughts of every thing coming and going through my head are so many and so current its hard to keep up with them, but tonight one has gone through my head and it just wont go ( Read more... ) -
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So My birthday is coming up and one thing i would like to do that have been a dream of mine for a long time kinda a hollywood movie dream witch would involve treating me to dinner and treat me to a nice evening Of romance and intimacy. I guess what im looking for is a special evening of two caring people. heh I'm being silly Its just nice to dream ( Read more... ) -
So here is a
Up date
Life has taken an interesting turn I have been going through many ups and downs lately I’ve been getting carried away with depending to much on other people instead of my self but ive also been able to racigniz my flaws and try to start correcting them like now im taking one of my brakes from the one person that i have noticed ive been ( Read more... ) -
Im just thinking
As I sit here listing to music I look around my room and think, I have no pictures of just you and me. I have pictures of you and I in a group but none of you and me. It would be nice if I had some but we'll see. Thinking back over my life I think of all the things I have done and all the things that I miss, the things i could miss if they were to ( Read more... ) -
sigh
Im actuly serisly thinking about imansipation I cant stand living in this house being treated like Cinderalla Im not as helpless as my parents seem to think if my father cares about me the way he says he dose and dosnt want to see me end up like my siblings hell he better start looking at what is going on behind his back his so called wife is not ( Read more... ) -
Good Im doing very good
Im very happy with my life today. Im doing good in all my relationships. well not all, my family is still an issue and one lover im not sure if im comfortable with like i used to be but my other lovers are good. and i have found a new guy that im very happy with. I enjoy his company very much, he is helping me in more ways then i can explain also ( Read more... )