really it has, so
where should I begin?
first off probably with the fact that I may be making a new LJ so that only 2 people have access to reading it
ironically both of their names is Zach.

so, I think with that said, I'm going to go be creative elsewhere :)

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Blank

I'm as blank tonight
as a sheet of paper
and I've been waiting for the ink
to fall on me
and pour out a few ideas.

I'm as lost
as a ship at sea
in a storm so dark
it infects the soul
and brings the flesh to tears.

I'm as sick
like cancer I am
eaten up inside with regret
so deep
I cannot see the bottom.

I'm as bitter
as a wormwood leaf
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ok so, i've been sick for what seems like forever, and I am honestly getting really sick of it. I haven't written much in here as of late but I really haven't really had anything to say, at least not outloud ( Read more... )

I scream.
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I scream at the guy next to me
his arrogance
his attitude
his force

I scream at the girl next to me
her judgements
her outlook
her shallowness

I scream at the city
its ignorance
its thoughts
its view

I scream at the country
its blindness
its one-sided views
its power

I scream at the world
its failings
its force
its decay

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The Bay At Night

swift darkness comes
pushing the sun
behind the horizon
wax melting down
a scented candle

a lonely sound
the crying seabirds
screeching 'cross the water
rippling 'neath the sky
calling me

wind chimes in the wind
adding tinkling sounds
rustling leaves
whispering of far places
uncertain dreams

profound silence within
screaming out
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good to know that the internet at least knows me well.

ok so, my open diary is all fucked up, I have gremlins ( Read more... )