Breaking up is hard to do.

[ladyamethyst83]

Well here I am sitting in the library and figuring out what exactly I should type in here. For the moment I guess I can say that Robert and I have broken up for now. The hard part is that I still live with him and I can't stop being hurt from knowing I can't have him. *sighs* I never knew how hard it is losing someone before this. Even Frank didn't

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[tamayn]

I don't peddle easy answers, I just look good doing it. You need to get out, and really, enjoy yourself. It's a shame about what happened, but this sort of stuff doesn't happen just casually. I would take it as a sign that either it's not the time, or not the right one. But just my opinion. I say get a nice 40 hour a week job, save up some money, and then start finding out what you like to do in the off season. or take some classes at Northwest State. Something so you can see what might interest you. Hell, I would apply to the library. Could be fun, you'd be ahead on all the new additions to the collection.

[ladyamethyst83]

yeah I know I should do all that. I"m not sure about the applying at the library. I'm just trying to figure out a lot in my life. I told my mom (leaving out some stuff) but I"m just not sure what to do. I feel as though I at least owe it to our reationship that I should try to give Robert room and time to think about being with me or not. *sighs* that's all I can do really. Live one day at a time.