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well might as well.
Since I had to look up when I worked at Big Boy's (man that's so long ago) I might as well update this. We now live in Rossford and there's so many problems with that since we moved. I quit my B and B job because it just wasn't worth driving all the way to Napoleon and back to pay for daycare for Vallerie. Half my check was gas and daycare. I got ( Read more... ) -
confused.
Well Rob and I have been fighting. Mostly about money and our relationship. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to stay with him but we need to pay some of our debts. I want to pay on them but Rob still wants to get married. I don't know how to do that if I barely make enough money to cover the basic bills. I think he's just going to have to go ( Read more... ) -
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well just got back from lots of stuff. Went to church with mom, lisa and dan. Vallerie wasn't very happy to be in the nursery but she had fun anyways. Went to Jiggs and then went to a bridal shower. Rob's mom was going to watch Vallerie for me but of course she threw out her back and couldn't watch her. So I was forced to run, chase and make sure ( Read more... ) -
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well I've been very stressed out lately. I think it's really getting to me. I keep getting more and more frustrated with Vallerie. My patience is getting thinner and thinner every day. She just pushes all the buttons that I can't stand. My mom is getting on my nerves a LOT. She had foot surgery last week and can barely hubble around. I get so ( Read more... ) -
time
well it's been a little better today. washed the beds and hung them outside to dry. i haven't been able to do that in a long time. Went to buy more clothes pins but both kroger's and big lots didn't have any. Had to walk with Vallerie there so we didn't bother going over to Rite Aid. We had some popcorn tonight. Vallerie was trying to toss them in ( Read more... ) -
i miss Rob
I need to get some feelings out. It's hard to even type this without crying. Rob has left (as of 3 pm) to Montgomery Alabama for 2 months.. maybe even 3. I've tried to keep myself busy but it's hard to keep my mind off of him. Went over to my dad's and now stepmom's with Vallerie. Hard to believe they are finally married. It's going to be very odd ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Lights Out
when i was little with my other 3 younger siblings we use to play serrades and also play a remote game. We'd pretend we were a show (or a show we wished existed) and then we'd "change" the channel and make up as we go along. Of course would do this while there were candles lit (with our parents supervision) and flashlights in the room too. -
Writer's Block: Teen Time Machine
I immidatlly thought of the 60's. It would be so cool to see all the bands and be part of the changes that were happening at that time. I would of course see the Beatles. I really didn't listen to them until I was 17 and I wasn't even born when John Lennon died. I was in high school when George Harrison died.