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I'M BACK!!!!!
Hello to all friends and strangers! Finally after being down for a few weeks I am up and running again. Just a friendly note to let all whom are concerned that everything has been okay not terrific but okay. I hope all is weel with you too. So now I need to play catch up with e-mails and journals. I just wanted to let you know I am back and happy ( Read more... ) -
More meds?
Went to the Drs today now he has put me on Fentanal patch (excuse the spelling)with percocet as breakthrough . I truly feel that the meds will kill me before cancer, heart attack ect. How much more can a body take. They are only treating the issues, not curing them. Sometimes it becomes overwhelming,and makes me more depressed.I will find a way out ( Read more... ) -
Thank God for the Present
What another beautiful day! God has blessed us once again. Stayed home to enjoy it.Maybe go to the lake to watch the sunset.Watched the baby last night (18mths)she is so adorable. Went to the Apple butter festival. #hours is all I could take. My back was giving me a terrible time even with a pain pill,I don't think it helped a bit. Thats the bad ( Read more... ) -
Long time ago
A long time ago I enjoyed writing and talking to people on here ,but i never get a response from anyone. So I have been going else where, where people talk to you and do not drop you as a friend because they have sooo many friends and your just taking up space on their friends list. All guilty stand up! So this is my journal and I am giving those ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday!!
My sweet daughter,
Here is to wishing you a happy birthday, I love you more than anything in the world. I am so happy to see you you enjoying life to it's fullest. You have a radiant glow which shows how happy you are. I love to see that.
Love Always and Forever
Mom
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The End of the Touch
Tonight is the funeral where I have to say goodbye , goodbye till we meet again. It will be the last time I'll be able to look at your face or touch your hand. Now I must be strong for your Mother & Father. I know though that I will cry. I will miss you. Come visit me in my dreams. Your memory will burn in our minds as time goes by we'll ( Read more... ) -
Today I Shed Tears
Dedicated to Scott Smith Jr. 1985-2008
On September 9, 2008 it rained that morning then the sun shone through, the air was a warm 71 degrees. Yet somehow I missed the Heavens open and beautiful Angels with huge massive wings came flying down with great speed and wrapped you in their wings. Their ascent back to the heavens with you was ( Read more... ) -
Time to get away?
Received an e-mail from my sister in Texas today I thought was cute
Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders and says "Oh shit......she's awake"
I laughed at that, there is so much negativity out there that we need to constantly be on guard. Do not let it creep in to your life for it can take ( Read more... ) -
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Is it the heat ,the humidity, or just me? I can not seem to get going. It takes me an hour to take meds and get out of bed in the morning? But, I do get up. I guess I am blessed just for that reason. It is hard not to complain about the pain I know we all have our own pain to deal with. I try to think of others that are worse off and understand ( Read more... ) -
Happy Birthday!!
Happy Birthday Scrap hope you have a great day! A Cancer huh? I live with two of them. I think they are about the greatest sign, oh besides my own that is. Have a wonderful pain free birthday. God Bless