So I thought I'd found the one. Apparently not. i don't know what to do.. I just want to go bang on his door until he changes his mind. I don't want to be without him. most of you may think this is stupid.. but quite honestly, if he had asked me to marry him yesterday, I would've said yes. I wanted to be with him the rest of my life. He's the ( Read more... )

So I've finally found someone who's worth my time. It's really a funny story how we met: We both go to the Wesley Foundation, and we agreed that we've at least met before- maybe not remembered, but met. He's roommates with a friend of mine who works in the Choral Suite Office, and I saw him at Kroger a couple weeks ago, looking ridiculously stupid ( Read more... )

Hmm.. I've got a little time to kill before Womens glee and just thought I'd drop a line to my LJ. dork much? yeah... whatever ( Read more... )

I want to know why I can't get over you. This is bugging the crap out of me, that every time I see you, I just want to stay wherever you are. Why can't you think of me the same way?? Why is it that when I find someone who's perfectly what I've been looking for, theres ONE thing that keeps you from feeling the same about me. I know my life, my ( Read more... )

the boy who was the subject of my drama last summer may soon be re-entering my life kind of. He's moving to Atlanta for Law School, and him and the girl he chose are having problems.. I'm not really sure what I'm thinking about it now. But I think right now, I'm just gonna kinda focus on Marcus, because he is an incredibly great guy who just ( Read more... )

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So I'm still annoyed by guys.. and disappointed.. but not really worried all that much about it I guess. I'm kind of tired of dealing with guys who don't see me the same way I see them, y'know? If I like some one, he doesn't like me, and vice versa and it's really starting to get to me I think. I know there's someone out there, and I kind of think ( Read more... )

It's been a while.. and pretty much the same stuff going on, as usual. Except now, it's me not wanting anything serious and dealing with boys acting like girls! So strange that I'm not the one being attached and clingy. One guy- he was like.. I just can't handle anything serious now. I don't know where my life is going.. I really like you a lot, ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU. you and every lie you ever told me.

I'm so tired... so tired of being strong, of having to be the one comforting everyone else. I want so badly for things to go MY way for once.. I'm sick of being hurt, or being the one who tries and either having it thrown back in my face or simply not reciprocated. I'm happy for those of you who have found out how to have a decent life... care to ( Read more... )