If my mom didn't get in his way everytime, my dad would surely punch me in the face at least once every two weeks. I feel bad for my mom, because I really think she is giving up her happiness to keep her children content. I both fear and pray to be that selfless.
Just about an hour ago, I was eating lunch, and my dad was standing at the kitchen counter filing papers. The phone rang, but neither of us went to answer it, even though he was right next to it. My dad said, "Why the hell didn't you pick up the phone?" I answered, "Because I'm sitting here eating, and you're standing right there." My dad ran over to where I was eating, hit me, and then called me a "lazy son of a bitch" and told me to "keep my goddamned mouth shut."
I hated him in that moment. I hate him a lot of the time.
Everyone thinks my mother is "nice," which always makes me cringe, because I know she's a whore who slept with a 25-year old Mexican in some shitty little town in Pennsylvania.
my parents are at opposite poles of the spectrum. my dad lives for risky behavior [drug/alcohol abuse, skydiving, promiscuous sex/infidelity]; my mom pretends such things do not exist. she's so closed mouth that she's never even given me a real sex talk [keep in mind i'm 19.] & she threatened to expel my sister from our house when she was caught having sex. because of that last part, i wanted to die last night when my tattle-tale little sister caught me and my boyfriend fooling around. also, i want nothing to do with my dad & hate that the only things he can offer me are expensive gifts that i don't want.
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I both fear and pray to be that selfless.
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My dad said, "Why the hell didn't you pick up the phone?"
I answered, "Because I'm sitting here eating, and you're standing right there."
My dad ran over to where I was eating, hit me, and then called me a "lazy son of a bitch" and told me to "keep my goddamned mouth shut."
I hated him in that moment. I hate him a lot of the time.
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because of that last part, i wanted to die last night when my tattle-tale little sister caught me and my boyfriend fooling around. also, i want nothing to do with my dad & hate that the only things he can offer me are expensive gifts that i don't want.
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