don't worry, i'm not dead... just taking summer school and living in compton with my aunt. it's not all that bad, just lonely as all get out. mom's wedding was this weekend. i want a shirt with her picture on it that says "i survived the wrath of bridezilla," lol.

this past week has been crazy hectic and fun. i went to the fair with the cousins on friday and saturday, had a big family dinner on sunday, went to camry's hiphop recital on monday, went to magic mountain with jessica on tuesday, recooperated on wednesday, spent all day with gabe and went to the midnight showing of X-3 on thursday, and babysat ( Read more... )

moving out sucks way more than moving in does... but i'm happy to be done with this year... i got through without killing jenna... which is quite an accomplishment... HA HA! god, i hate that bitch. anywho, well, i'm gonna get back to packing... bye niggas.

this weekend was great... nick and jay came down... and we went CRAZY. um... i can't even remember everything that happened... but it was fun. jeffrey kept calling nick a wildebeast... HIGH-larious... and an apt description. woot!

so for our comm 130 class (public speaking) we had to participate in this invitational speech tournament that we here at csulb hold every year, and i decided to present my persuasive speech on the dangers of high heels (our teacher assigns our topics, lol) and um, yeah, i got first place out of 48 people! i even beat brandon... and he's a ( Read more... )

oh. my. god ( Read more... )

i feel like shit.

i hate everyone.

i am just in one of those moods.

i really don't want to be here this weekend.

but i don't have a choice, now do i?

mission accomplished.

so why are people trying to rain on my parade?

and why do i even care?

on a better note... god, i feel so fucking good. slow like honey... i still taste him on my lips.

if i had one wish, it would be to be more assertive. weird coming from me, right? i just can't work up the nerve to just go get what i want... i fear rejection... A LOT. and it's driving me crazy ( Read more... )

finally, an entry not about ben ( Read more... )