4 weeks i lived in simplicity and calm. I didn't have school to worry about, a boyfriend hanging around, friends calling, or a crazy family picking at me. The only thing i had to worry about was myself... and through it all, i think i may have found a part of myself that was hidden ( Read more... )

It's really hard for me to be happy. I'm a worry-wart. I worry about everyone, everything, and then i end up stressed and unhappy. I have been trying to stop my stress and unhappiness, but life just gets crazy, my family pisses me off, and shit just goes down ( Read more... )

I felt awesome to talk to Brittney tonight. Things have been so hectic and busy that i don't have the same amount of time to hang out with my peeps or even anthony. I was suppose to visit Brittney a couple weekends ago, but things got crazy with my car and with school starting up, that i didn't get to visit her and the baby ( Read more... )

soooo i had two finals today. Not to bad, but not too great either. i'm hoping for at least a C in both of the classes. I might have screwed up royally in the beginning, but you better believe that if i go down i am going down in flames covered with glitter and buckets of paint. I'm goin out in style!! two down and three to go. i have one more ( Read more... )

soooo i have the rest of this week and next week of finals and then i'm DONE!! for the semester at least. I may have screwed up this semester and fucked around too much. I'm kinda scared of what my grades are going to be like, but i can't change them now. I have to make a change for next semester. I'm hoping to kick ass next semester... and i'm ( Read more... )

He makes me so happy. He really does. In the past couple months he's put up with a lot of my bullshit, and i keep thinking that at some point he's gonna wanna give up and walk away from me. I wouldn't blame him for doing it or get mad ( Read more... )

I've been depressed so long i don't know how to get out of it. I couldn't pinpoint what was making me unhappy. It's been just a multitude of things piling on top of me that i finally broke. I left home saturday night and i had a long talk with Anthony. For some reason he felt like the only person i could talk to ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Brittney L. is your soulmate.

You truly love Deirdre.

You consider Darren your true friend.

You know that Julie is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Anthony for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Brianne is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly ( Read more... )

THIS ISN'T GETTING RESOLVED SOON... AND IT MIGHT NEVER BE OKAY AGAIN ( Read more... )

five days later ( Read more... )