i have finally changed my pics like i said i would guys.......i like them.lol
things here are good. the soldiers are arriving again at the harps to play halo...oh yes. once again i will be delving deep into the world of the journal. so i will leave it there for now, and will update you all on the progress of my crazy world.....laters and 2-5 to

been quite a day today, that's for sure. not that it's been hellatious or anything, just mentally draining. don't really even feel like writin in this journal to be honest, but i need to. makes me feel better. always? no, but at least some of the time. wish i could just tell a few people off, but don't think it would do much good, cuz it ( Read more... )

seems as if we are embarking down the same highway......again and again and again........how many agains was that, cuz if i had to add more, there wouldn't be enough on this journal and you know that kay. he is back in his mood again. slowly dwindling into the same mindset i think. it started yesterday with him bitching about how much i am ( Read more... )

i'm so excited! I have finally started my book! took me three days to come up with what i wanted my book to be about but it is started! yay mena! lol don't know if it will ever get published or anything like that, but hey.......at least i can say i did it when it's finished, right? lol one thing off the list of things i want to do before i die ( Read more... )

Empty spaces fill me up with holes ( Read more... )

a devastating blow folks occurred on our country 4 years ago today.......may we not forget those who died for this great America we still live and breathe in at this very moment. the innocence that was taken....the mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, children.........so many. it angers us all to this day. the planes crashing. the horror. the ( Read more... )

1. see the ocean ( Read more... )

just got off the phone with kay. mike is at it again...although he isn't aware of it. he never is. bastard. tugging at her heart strings like a rabid dog......i hate this for her. i wish i could take her pain away. i've been there so many times that i could handle it again. but she doesn't deserve this again.....in her eyes, noone will EVER ( Read more... )

YAWN..............what to do what to do........i have ran my ass off so much this morning that now i am ready to sleep but can't. damn that coffee this morning.....uuuuggggghhhh. need to talk to marky mark. he awakens me....lol yes he does yes he does. i would read, but i'm too irritated with queenie from whining too much. my pretty bitch is in ( Read more... )

what is that i hear? could that be the sound of "nothing"? yes, i think it is. it has been so very long since i have heard "the nothing", that i had forgotten it had existed. peaceful, and dreamy. i believe i can hear my heart beat....ahh yes. that is what it is..my heart beating. until now, i believed my heart to have been broken into so ( Read more... )