1. i believe life is only as shitty or as fabulous as you make it ( Read more... )

if that man o mine brings one more fucking animal in here i'm gonna kill him with my bare friggin hands....i swear it! these pooches are enough to make me insane! and now we have "cujo".....a HUGE pit bull that is like 60 to 70 lbs of pure muscle brawn beast that just plops his fat ass anywhere and you have to literally push him with your back to ( Read more... )

hello everyone.........yes. i am back...but so much has changed. i finally found this long lost journal, so now i have 2 on here:) buck is now a huge part of my life, and if you have read my new journal...lady_h02...then you will be hearing all about him i'm sure. things with kieth and i are so rocky it's fucking unreal.........god only knows ( Read more... )

spence had an honor's ceremony yesterday at copeland elementary! he recieved 3 awards.......1. top reader in the 2nd grade.....2.top competetor in AR tests taken(accelerated readers program), and 3.all A&B honoroll for the entire year! i am so damn proud of him! he is the sunshine that keeps my world bright at times, and when he shows his true ( Read more... )

we are all moved into our house on base. we worked so damn hard for the last couple of days. it is nice....like i thought it would be though. and close to kay kay, so all is well:) keith has been in a bad mood all day, so i guess if he wants to talk, he will. not sure what's up, but he is entitled to his bad days too i guess ( Read more... )

the visit with kay last night was great. she is doing alright. better than expected. we had a good time. she drank alot, but surprisingly, she wasn't even remotely drunk. old mr. budlight apparently wasn't doing his job as he was supposed to.....lol ( Read more... )

have a little bit of time to write ( Read more... )

well, they finally allowed my hubby to come home today. about damn time. he is gonna need lots of tender loving care from his good ole wifey.....not a problem ( Read more... )

well, they did the surgery on monday. he isn't in alot of pain at all which makes me feel better, but i am so damn tired of being at the hospital and then having to leave him there. poor guy. ready to bring him home and take care of him the way he needs to be taken care of....lol ( Read more... )

i am not sure how she is doing. havent heard from her since day before yesterday. tried to call her cell phone again today, and can't get through on her home phone. god, i am so worried bout her. i wish i could be there all the time, and hold her hand, and walk her through every step of this heartache she is feeling......and now i can't even ( Read more... )