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Failed again.
I thought I could do it.
My day isn't even finished and I already messed up...
Breakfast; One medium apple + artichoke herbal tea
Calories: ~82
Snacks; 50 mini-marshmallows + one branch of celery with a tablespoon of cucumber dressing
Calories: ~148
Dinner; One cup of cooked couscous with mixed vegetables + one slice of banana bread
Calories: ~400
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Failure
I fail. I keep on failing at everything. I just want to sleep. -
Anyway...
Just to let you know guys, I have a tumblr, where I actually spend a lot of time these days.
LadyIndustrial's Tumblr
Be careful though, it can be triggering, or silly, or offensive, or random, or...well, it's really random actually. I just posted my full measurements on it. Gosh, I fail. I'm disgusting. I want to throw up. Probably gonna cut. Again ( Read more... ) -
Ugh.
Scratch that, guys. The pound was probably lost in my bed and he found his way back while I was excessively sleeping today. On another note, I need to find a way to stop limping; the cuts on my thigh are fucking painful even if they aren't deep at all. They only bled a few drops, but since they are just below my hip, they move a lot and can't heal ( Read more... ) -
Awesome.
Lost a pound! A whole freaking pound! First time in weeks I lose weight! I hope I'll keep losing ~ -
Shiit.
Just came back from seeing my brother. FUCK ( Read more... ) -
YAY GAY!
I'm going to see my brother this afternoon, I hope I'll be okay...Anyway. Just watched "But I'm A Cheerleader" and I LOVED IT! Seriously, this is funny and romantic and deep and just awesome. I heard about the movie before but never had the chance to see it so while I had time, I decided to check it out and seriously I'm going to buy the DVD soon. ( Read more... ) -
Camera Whore
I decided to take pictures of my body. And found a few old shots from July '09, where I used to be really skinny. I was in the process of gaining weight from my 75lbs, to please everyone. I miss my bones.
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Brother in-patient. Don't know when he'll be out. Doctors don't know either. They said 3 weeks. Or six months. Depends on him. Feel fat. Fail at life. So tired. So...exhausted. -
ARGH!
My mom just forwarded a video on Facebook about anorexia, with pictures of skinny models and all...I know all those pictures because I have them on my computer and I love the models on them! She said "I'm posting this for awareness...No comment". Just because she used to be overweight doesn't mean that all thin models are anorexic! GOSH! They are ( Read more... )