Severly Anemic and dumped for being a Christian.... what a day.

So you know how it feels when you work your whole life toward a certain goal, wondering the whole time if that goal is really what you want? I feel like that's how it's always been with my goal to become a teacher. Working my way through the ed dept at WLC didn't help matters any. When they weren't working us to the bone, they were making us feel ( Read more... )

Everything in my life is going according to plan. A little glitch, now I'm back on track. So why don't I feel like I'm supposed to? Why is everything else overshadowed by one downfall? I need me back. I've been lost for so long now, I don't even know how that feels anymore. Ignorance is bliss.

Hello LJ. It's been awhile. We needed a break. I needed some space. You haven't been good to me. Maybe now you will be.

So...
a few min ago I read something from someone that made me wonder what the hell I'm doing with my life. I want that. I didn't think it actually existed. I am so jealous right now that my whole body is green. I have a new goal in life, and THAT is it. The end. There is nothing more to say. What could possibly be better?

"If I Fail ( Read more... )

I miss my friends. Last night was a blast, but it really made me miss having the whole old crew together. I was so lucky and i regret every moment that i didn't realize that. In real life, men don't act like those guys. You set the bar too high. Making friends is easy. Trusting them the way i trust you guys with all the shit i've told you is not. ( Read more... )

"I would send you handcuffs to lock you away from him if I thought you would use them."

This made me laugh so hard I cried. (I put it in here with a few minor adjustments)

Christa, I love you!

So Christmas was good. Got to see the fam, be at home for a while. I love my family. Had another great convo with my mother in the car. We always have our best convos at night in a car. Got an ipod nano and a great set of dishes that I love. Now i've been spending way too much time downloading my cds to itunes. it's nuts, but i'm happy ( Read more... )

a look back at 2006 ( Read more... )