Being home is always a little strange. I stay at my parents house and I have been living completely on my own for several years now out of undergrad so I forget to do things like call my parents to tell them I'm going to be home later than I expected. Yesterday that caused a stir. My mom ended up calling the cops to come look for me since she didn' ( Read more... )

We have come to a defining moment in American history where we will look back and tell our grandchildren that we were there when our first African American was elected. At this moment I am joyous because I feel that we have finally overlooked a person's skin colour and have judged him based on his character and qualifications. We have elected a man ( Read more... )

I am completely and utterly exhausted.. but I am awake, and my mind is still functioning.. so I thought I might write. I just got home from our new apartment. I made two full car load trips with boxes of books and clothes from my room that needed to go up to our second floor place. It could have been easier probably, but I really love my books. I ( Read more... )

I know that it has been forever since I last wrote, and even much before that when I actually wrote publicly. I am no longer confused. I actually have not been for maybe a month or so now. I feel.. like the world is back in order. I think I figured out what God was tying to teach me. My path is clear and my heart is joyous again.

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I am.. confused. Less than I thought I would be. Sometimes I surprise myself. I thought I understood and now I think I really do understand. There is always the 0.5% chance here that I don't.. but I think that I do. So the question is what dictates my next step?

I was going to write my head out tonight.. but then i got into a good conversation and I think my head is now clear.. shrug*

I don't particularly enjoy being alone unless there are other people in the vicinity. I know this makes me a dependent person, and that this dependence is a sort of character flaw. So that is the truth of it then.. something to tick off of a list of traits. I just know that when I am alone for any period of time (such as a full day without physical ( Read more... )

I'm trying to determine how unconditional my love is. I am currently stressing over this. (I have been stressing a bit more recently- which is causing what I refer to as acid belly) I say that it is unconditional. I think it is. Unconditional love is what we all strive for.. well hopefully we all strive for it.. and we say that we love this person ( Read more... )

The great mood that I was in all week left me tonight. I got really lonely sitting around with my roommate watching a romantic comedy. One should not subject themselves to a movie entitled "27 dresses" when they are in their 4th wedding in two years in a couple of weeks.. and are once again probably going dateless (I am trying to fix this). Going ( Read more... )