Comments | ladyknightchaos: Calm before the storm.

ladyknightchaos

Calm before the storm.

Nov 21, 2006 02:59

I have felt sooo calm all week. I have felt like everything is okay. Then tonight around 1am I snapped. I went to the park and started kickg shit. I was mad, mad at my life. Mad at people always taking about sucide. I have had 4 of my best friends die, you leave everyone with pain, guilt, and hatrid for you. They never go away it'll be 2 years this ( Read more... )

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..... summers_showers November 21 2006, 17:14:37 UTC

*hugs* Wish I could have been there with you. Venting like that sounds good to me. Some of what you're angry about can be fixed, and the stuff we can't fix completely right now, we'll be working on. For example, soon you will have a home for yourself. This summer. I truthfully don't know how on earth we're going to afford it and everything, but we are going to be moving out. We are going to have a place of our own. YOU WILL HAVE A PLACE YOU CAN CALL HOME! And it will be beautiful. *hugs* Love, don't give up. You're a fighter, and someone who if the sky fell down tomorrow, you'd still be standing the next day yelling at it for falling. ^__^ Be happy? I don't want you to be sad or angry. I love you babe.

Re: ..... ladyknightchaos November 22 2006, 00:43:02 UTC

Thanks babe, I love you and I know I will get a home.

sani_nova November 21 2006, 19:33:04 UTC

Pammy...watashi wa baka desu. I am sorry you feel that way...after a nights sleep, I felt much better...I hope nothing on my journal made you that way...I was just venting...i will help you find a new place to call home...I promise...^_^

ladyknightchaos November 22 2006, 00:41:59 UTC

Hehehehe your perfect babe, You never bring me anything but happiness.

bryanshull November 21 2006, 21:20:13 UTC

well that icon made me aol (aww out loud)

ladyknightchaos November 22 2006, 00:41:08 UTC

Heheheh happy to help you awww.