Life just keeps getting more and more interesting lately. Right now I am pretty banged up and in a lot of pain. Yet something feels okay. Maybe it’s the calmness after the storm. Maybe it’s that I am getting a lot of things back into place. Well ladies and gentle men you all ready for my updates ( Read more... )

Todd broke up with me.

I try to pull it off like i am invincible. That nothin you say or do bothers me. Right now I feel like all my cracks have been released. I got slapped away from a teacher, a lover, a friend, a soul mate. Everyone would see this as something to hate. Something to cry. Yes I have cried and i don't doubt I will cry more. But I do not regret it. ( Read more... )

WHen someone says the word forecer make sure you take it with a huge grain of salt. See I have this friend who promised alot of things and then turned around and stabbed me in the back. This I could stand but now this person has decided to go around and start shit. This is a annocment to that person. Do it come on do it. Every time i hear shit ( Read more... )

Tayler! Its my birthday! Contact me you crazy, crazy bitch! This is the only way I know to contact you..

PS: To everyone else, its my birthday!

Life moves so fast. As it does I remember and learn so many things. People are horible things, and people are hope. Right now I lost my 3 best guy friends in one weekend. One died sometime on most liekly wednesday, I found out thurseday. On sunday I lost my two other friends. I can't hurt anymore. I feel empty, and so full at the same time. It's ( Read more... )

Walking threw the fog things have lost their contrast, and form. Life seems oddly grey in every sense. It is as if someone threw up a dirtied old sheet. Many memories now sown in with the cloth beautiful but now only seen as dingy and grey. I feel I have become this sheet. Blue eyes once that I felt sparkled now feel cold and cobalt. Nothing ( Read more... )

Walking threw the fog things have lost their contrast, and form. Life seems oddly grey in every sense. It is as if someone threw up a dirtied old sheet. Many memories now sown in with the cloth beautiful but now only seen as dingy and grey. I feel I have become this sheet. Blue eyes once that I felt sparkled now feel cold and cobalt. Nothing ( Read more... )

Take that last step and reach for me my ghost. The spirits makes yours seem so much more soild. This night seems more real than anything before it. Just kiss me and hold me tight. Speak me of tiger lillies and rapier. Of things I've seen, and things I shall. Just don't leave me tonight. I feel incomplete with out you here. Flames would wrap ( Read more... )

I know this girl cute as can be. But evil deep down, lies alot. I know everyone is gonna think it's me. Cause she hides everything I show. I give you my faults and heart on a platter. You tell me that you love me. Then the moment my fears, my sorrows, the cold voice in the back of my head reminding me of this situtuation but you had a different ( Read more... )