Today was a funky sort of day. After bawling my eyes out on the phone with Dan all morning, I went out with my stepmom to go shopping. I got a cute new outfit, and we got McDonalds. The fun part was talking to her about normal girl shit, and normally I'm not into that kind of thing, but with her it's different. She's like the older sister I never ( Read more... )

I just got off the phone with Dan, I spent the last 2 and a half hours talking to him. I love him, but I've reached my breaking point. Sometimes you just have to know when something isn't working. Not to say that it never will work, but for now I'm just going to try and find something else to occupy the space that Dan has taken up for so long. I ( Read more... )

Yeah, sorry Dan, I stole this thing out of your blog, but hell, I was bored and needed something to interest me...

Am I cute?:
Am I crazy?:
Am I loveable?:
Am I funny?:
Am I annoying?:
Am I psycho?:
Am I fun to hang out with?:
Am I a good person?:
WOULD YOU...
Miss me if I was gone?:
Listen to my problems?:
Hug me if I cried?:
Consider me a good friend?:
Ever ( Read more... )

I spoke to Dan last night, from about 11:30-12, he's upset because I'm trying to move on. As much as I don't want to move on, I have to, for both our sakes. But every time I try to get over him and find someone else, he wants me back. And every time I go back to him because I love him. But somewhere someone has to draw the line and say enough is ( Read more... )

GHOST POOPIE: The kind where you feel the poopie come out, but there is no poopie in the toilet ( Read more... )

Ever notice how you never realize how much you love someone until their gone ( Read more... )

Ah, what an eventful past two weeks. Dan and I managed to break up, get back together, go on a break, and have an open relationship in that small span of time. But, I just called him and broke it off, because I realized something tonight. And since I finally know what I want, I'm going to persue it. It's going to be hard, and I'm not telling anyone ( Read more... )

I woke up in a state of utter confusion. I don't remember falling asleep, but it was probably around 3ish. Memories of last night flooded my head, and I just curled up under my blanket. I didn't want to get up, I didn't want to deal with this. Yes, I am glad Dan and I are able to work things out, but this is a big deal. At least my fever is gone ( Read more... )

Dan and I worked things out, and I have never been happier. We're on the phone right now, and it's all mushy and sad and pathetic, but I am so happy I could die. I am so in love and I'm not in the least bit afraid. It'll take time, but we'll pull through.

You know its true
Everything I do,
I do it for you.

I just found out some very interesting things, things I already suspected, but I didn't want them to be true. Unfortunately they've been confirmed, and I can't say wether I'm relieved or devastated...

What will it take to get the truth?
I'm on my knees