I went out with my stepmom, and I feel 100% better! I bought a new heat lamp for my snake, and we went to the dollar store. It was fun, because we just drove around talking about guys and my other family, and other cheerful stuff. There are a bunch of guys out front playing football, maybe I'll join them and make some friends here or something. ( Read more... )

Heh, I don't know what happened... I was sitting, hanging out on the computer, and I snapped. Thank God nobody's around. I just got really pissed off. I started crying and breaking things, and freaking out. I'm calm now, but in a cynically pissed off mood. I have no idea what triggered it either. I'm pissed, but not really at anything or anyone, ( Read more... )

I'm trying to think of a new name for my Ball Python. Origionally it was named Princess Anastasia, because the pet store said it was a female. Upon recent inspection however, I discovered it to be male. So I have a few names, but I need help deciding ( Read more... )

 
I want you to know,

You are the light of my life,

My everything.

If you had never come into my life,

I don't know where I'd be,

And personally,

I wouldn't like to find out.

Every day, no matter how bad I feel,

You always manage to put a smile on my face.

Each heavy step I take,

Each staggered breath I inhale,

It is for you, because of you ( Read more... )

The past two weeks have been exhausting. Drama, drama, drama, but it's all settled now, and somehow we all managed to stay friends along the way. I'm extremely happy with the way things worked out, and I think Brendan and Dan are too. At least I'm finally able to sleep...

I am bored out of my friggin mind. I went to Nickerson Beach this morning, and drove my dads truck around, and now we're trying to figure out the rest of our day... I wanna figure out whats going on between me and the rest of the world right now, but I'm at a loss for what to do about it. If anyone knows what I should do I'd hope you would be kind ( Read more... )

Right now I am so lost. This time I am in way too deep, and real emotions are involved. I am so torn between Dan and Brendan, both of whom like me, both of whom I still have real feelings for. Like promised, I am waiting another week to see where Brendan wants to go with this relationship, and if we get back together I'll be really happy, but if we ( Read more... )

Woo-hoo, tonight is Donna's party! I'm still a bit confuzzled about the stuff that's been going on, but I'm clearing it up slowly... Haha, George (the social worker) is the greatest! I go to him at least three times a week, and he always seems to make every problem look so simple to me. Too bad I cant get in touch with him on the weekends. Well I ( Read more... )

Heh, so much has gone down in the past few weeks. To begin, Brendan and I were really working out great. We got along well, and he treated me right. For once in my life a guy treated me right. I felt special around him, like a princess. The valentine's day card he gave to me got me through my vacation in Florida, but I couldn't wait to get back to ( Read more... )

This is my new weblog, because LLC sucks now. I'm taking my most recent entries from the other site and pasting them into this journal.