So, yes i do need to mature, and start getting ready for college, and understanding that life is unpredictable, and that things always happen for a reason.. and that sometimes its better to keep your emotions inside, and not tell the world... and sometimes... its better to be a bystander, and not someone that jumps in and helps ( Read more... )

so i havent updated in a while, mainly cause i have been updating other things, no comment on what..hahaha

but yea....

i dotn know what to write,

im happy...

and thats about it..

Jennifer is coming Tuesday night

I am going to Kaleighs on Friday and eating and stuff for her b-day

going to the tourney Sat.....fun fun..

YEP!

Yea, so I left my phone at Kaleigh's and that kinda pissed me off, cause i missed a call from Dylan, and Brad, (i used my dads phone to check my messages) and i dont even know Brad's number. gahhhhhhh ( Read more... )

so im at Kaleigh's and yep....so i am not going to answer my phone tonight, so leave me messages... luv ya

um nvm with this post, i had something, but i deleted it..so yea

so there was a bulliten on myspace, that i have a real hate for.
Abortion

my mom wanted to have me aborted, and i never knew what excatly would have happened and seeing the bulliten, really made me bust out in tears..which is really hard to make me do...

i never knew but now i do, and i hate it...


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Am i losing you ( Read more... )

i think i will be waiting for the phone call all night, even though i know it will never come...or at least not tonight.
I dont know how much sleep i will get...i think i am going to be up for a while...

I try, i try soo hard, but do you know what it is like to try for something, so hard, and not suceed? I cant always be who i want to be, not who i am...I never can win, i never wanted it to turn out like this...and it did, and i hate it, there is nothing i wouldnt do to have it back ( Read more... )

Um, so i have this friend. I will name em, John ( Read more... )