Hello Friends,

It has been a long journey since I last posted almost three years ago... As time passed I married and gave birth to a daughter. I can honestly say that I am the happiest I have ever been. Granted, I have problems here or there, but deep down I still feel calm.

Looking back I can't comprehend how immature and self absorbed I had been. ( Read more... )

Damn nightquil! It knocked me out until 2pm! I slept in insanely late and could have slept longer if my brother hadn't kept waking me up. Curses! I'm really pissed off right now. You know how you know you want to do something you just dont know what you really wanna do so you end up doing nothing all day! tomorrow I should plan something with my ( Read more... )

Wow. many people for saw this ending...well SCREW YOU! 6 months to 2 years I'll be back in the ARMY SO :P with extra spit. Yeah we all realize I'm a tad touched in head but I was loving it damnit, sure I'd bitch and moan, but you all knew deep down in your measley black hearts that I was happy. I blew it though, it really was all my fault, I wont ( Read more... )

I have officially joined the Army as of last friday. I'm going to be part of the Airbourne working as a parachute rigger. At first I bitched and moaned because you think I actually signed up to be a rigger, however, lives will be in my hands. I may never see any action, I don't know. I may be in a dangerous place struggling to survive. I don't know ( Read more... )

Hey everyone I'm going into basic training for the army in 4 days holy crap I'm going to be a parachute rigger didn't get a choice life sucks. hope anyone and everyones doing better than me.

Like something out of a really horrible disney sequel comes the yawning of my self expression just waking up with a murderous hang over, figuritively speaking. When I feel like I have everything, I realize I have nothing. Maybe I have an addiction to living life the worse possible way, maybe I really am fucked up in the head. I'm not depressed, ( Read more... )

Its been awhile but I've been purtty busy lately with class and what not. I'm excited because I got into my Japanese class, the only glitch is that I have to catch up on two whole classes and assignments! >.< oi ( Read more... )

So today was my first day of class(s) and so far I'm enjoying them a lot...not so much the math though. MY math teacher scares me a little and it doesn't help that so far its the most trying class I have. Tomorrow I have PSYCH 1A which I'm not really looking forward too, well maybe a little bit...its the only class I have wednesday and its at night ( Read more... )

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So I downloaded a hentai you know and I was watching it not masturbating or doing anything stupid like that. My brother comes in and I'm like you know hey this is just wrong and blah blah blah and then my brothers like I'm gonna tell aunt maurine that your downloading hentai blah blah blah and so the dumbshit tells my aunt. His reason is that I ( Read more... )