::ahem::

attention...everyone.

this journal is officially closed. i bid you all a very fond farewell...
ladynwalme

i hate being selfish. i have absolutely everything going for me right now. and i'm fucking it all up because insignificant me isnt happy. i hate it!! i dont deserve to be this depressed right now. but since i'm quite fond of making lists right now, ( here's my latest: )

no. no no no no no no no no no. not happening. this is not happening!

why. why why, WHATTHEFUCKWHY. NO. god fucking damnit.

so lets give a rundown of Lauren's day, shall we?:
//wake up. still sick. tired. lost some clothes. and yep: still fucking sick ( Read more... )

it was going to be a great weekend, too ( Read more... )

HAPPY TURKEY GENOCIDE DAY!

on this, a day of honoring the mass murder of native americans and the destruction of turkeys, we must all eat, drink, and be merry.

ah, thanksgiving. i am thankful for:
all of you (of course)
i saw lou yesterday (yep. little things like that make me thankful)
now the mushy crap aside, here's what i'm really thankful ( Read more... )

just as a quick edit... MY OLD BACKGROUND!!!! IT'S BACK!!! GAH! so pretty. i are quite happy right now.

so anyways today was "the" day. i saw lou.

::happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy::
i probably wont see him for the remainder of his visit home, which in a ( Read more... )

he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's home he's homei'm not excited. really i'm not ( Read more... )

i'm at a crossroads in my day ( Read more... )

so. last night ( Read more... )

lalalalala
i fucking haaaaaaaaaaaaate this.

"this?"

everything.
::takes deep breath::

::screams until it goes away::