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Apologize
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take ( Read more... ) -
I Want To Hide
Its just one of those days . I cant do anything right . These are the days that I used to hide from the world . I hate these days . Because no matter how bad I want to do things right or keep myself in control I cant . Of course it doesnt help that when I actually do try like before he left for the store , he still accused me of trying to start a ( Read more... ) -
To The One I love
Well since I dont think I am invited into the conversation you are having with this anonymous person on your journal , and I know you read mine from time to time I guess Ill write my feelings about these comments here . (Oh and as not to feel stupid I asked ahead of time to make sure it was me you were speaking of.) I know you dont like me ( Read more... ) -
Reflection
I posted two poems yesterday . I was proud that I could still write . But being proud of myself is nothing really . I need someone to be proud of me . I dont even think he has bothered to read what I wrote . And if he did , no comment ......
I am in desperate need of a sign of hope . I need something to help me to believe I am doing what I am ( Read more... ) -
Midas Touch
A symphony of butterflies
Floating through the air ,
Disintegrating at my feet ,
A pile of ashes is all that is there
Such beauty was before me
Such style , poise , and grace ,
But in the end all that was left
Was a sad look upon my face
I seem to have the Midas touch ,
If only it turned things to gold
Instead a touch of destruction ,
And a reminder ( Read more... ) -
The Same
Its like every day is the same ,
And I am stuck right in the middle ,
I want to escape , want to find a new place ,
But its a big world and I am just too little .
I lie here at night , I think of whats gone right ,
And everything is going wrong,
My body needs to mend ; Id turn to a friend ,
But right now I am all alone .
Mornings I strive to keep ( Read more... ) -
What Ever You Want To Call It
I am not quite sure what to write . I just know that I have the urge . I havent written poetry in years . I kind of lost my will to write . But I guess now would be a good time to start again . I can never write any thing when am happy . So I guess maybe one good thing could come from my sadness . Although it has taken me 20 minutes just to write ( Read more... ) -
A Bit Of Relief
Last night you picked a fight with me . I dont remember what it was about now . But I thought it would go as always . But this time you were the only one who raised their voice . I got up and walked outside for half a minute . And came back in calm and collected . You yelled at me a few times and I didnt yell back . Im proud of myself wether you ( Read more... ) -
Someone
You have me to wait on you hand and foot . I just wish I had someone to hug me back when I dont feel good . I had a fever of 102.3 tonight . I didnt tell you because if I ever tell you what is going on with me you say I Complain all the time . So instead I came to you for a little affection , got on my knees in front of you and laid my head on your ( Read more... ) -
Failure
I am a failure. I dont have the ability to succeed . I never have . And here I am , failing again . I am cursed and I hate myself . If I completely fail this time I give up . I vow to be alone forever . Because being alone would be better than the pain of trying and failing . I am so tired of trying to work on things that are impossible to fix . ( Read more... )