So it looks like I'm back in Charlotte for good now. I registered at CPCC, and applied for a few jobs, don't know if I'll get anything, but hey, atleast I'm not with Granny so much anymore. Truth be told, I'm feeling trapped with all this, but a little better too, I mean, I'm just so fucking tired, I'm ready to have something steady again. A year ( Read more... )

It's one of those days where I feel like I'm on the outside looking in. I'm going back to school tomorrow, and I heard a dirty rumor that nic was home. If he is, I must talk to him, if for no other reason, to tell him I am proud of him. What for? Oh hell, I don't know. Pulling hislife together, more than I've done. Fighting for the rights of others ( Read more... )

So there is a Benjy mostly asleep in my bed right now, not completely asleep but mostly asleep. Scottie wants to come visit me and Erin, I hope he wants to visit me more than Erin. I love scottie to death, he's a really nice guy, and I'm so glad that he wants to come visit. I'm so glad that Benjy has come to visit me. I've missed him terribly. ( Read more... )

Ok, now that I've told Mary that i've meet the guy for me, I guess I'll post all about him. His name is Nate. He's a hippie. He's just like me... he works at this little store in Spartanburg called the Change, for those of you in Charlotte, It's comparable to Infinity's End. It's a cool little pot head hippie place. I meet him at acoustic Jam night ( Read more... )

I think i wish i was dead ( Read more... )

What a suprise life can be sometimes. i miss my old life, but I don't want to leave the new one either. i miss the security of high school, knowing exactly what I was going to be doing, and how I had to do it. I knew what to expect. I knew who to trust and who not to. Now I'm completely clueless. There are so many things about this new life that I ( Read more... )

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Yes I am still alive, and I have an accounting test in 15 minutes... ewww. Maybe I'll leave after this song plays. Patrick gets out of the Hospital today!!! yeah, but he still won't be back with us for a while. his folks are taking him home, then he'll come back to the apartment, and I won't be able to hang around anymore. Not that we have real ( Read more... )

Well, I'll be home tonight. It's probably going to suck, but we'll see. I hope that you all have my phone number, so you can call me and say hey. You are all very much missed. Ok, well, I have nothing else to say, so i'll leave it at that. Kisses and hugs.
Desi

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my head hurts. i've slept a grand total of 15 and a half hours. I also think I have an ear infection. lots of headaches, lots of ear popping, and the doctor said I had fluids in my ears on Wednesday. Does this sound like anything to any of you? Anyway, I miss you all, and right now i just wish I had the safety of my Charlotte life wrapped around me ( Read more... )