I meet a beautiful man, and I want him so much. He was so sweet and I think about him constantly... Everytime I go to sleep, I dream of him. I want him, I need him. I yearn for him in my heart. Why is it this way? Why must he be 23? Why must he be a Graduate of Georgia Tech? WHy must I love what I can't have? I want him, I need him, I yearn for him ( Read more... )

I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want sex I want ( Read more... )

My Mother is the most hypocritical person I have ever meet in my life. She takes things that she does to me and makes it out to be what I do to her. Take this morning for instance. We were having an arguement over a song. Who was it by? she said it was one thing and I said it was another. We were both wrong, so I said ok, so we are both wrong. Well ( Read more... )

Yes, it has been a week since I last posted, and honestly, I have had pleanty of time to do it, I just havn'et had the words, or the desire. In fact, I still don't and I am mearly posting to se if there is anybody out there. I, regretably, have not read anyone elses entries. my life has just been too busy. I hope you all know I love you and thatI ( Read more... )

Well, today is my birthday. So far it has been nothing to brag about. I came to the sad discovery last night that Benjy is just another one of those friends of convience. So he didn't want to go out today, on my birthday. Hey, he could have said something, but no. He waited till the last possible moment to tell me that this wasn't in his plans and ( Read more... )

Can I fall off the face of the earth? Please! Someone just fucking kill me.

well, today has pretty much sucked. Took the SAT this morning. I didn't worry too much about it, I mean I made a 1270 last time, which I think is pretty damn good, so I didn't freak out.I think I started doing better actully when I just decided it wasn't worth all the drama. But then, even though I told my parents I wanted to walk home, they came ( Read more... )

Going out. Woo Hoo. Can't wait. Saw Kryssi today. It was the most wonderful thing in the world. Then had a writing club meeting, fun. We played this nifty game and it was hilarious. There is a bit of a problem. One of my friends has something on their live journal that I am not allowed to get with web restrictions (thanks a lot mommy) and now I can ( Read more... )

I am having horrible horrible problems with this thing! I can't get it to accept any of my pretty little fairy pictures. Data stream? huh? I don't understand this mess. Is the font too small for anyone to read? Cause it looks a bit small to me, but I can still read it so... Do you folks like the new look? I think I do. It's cute and will last for a ( Read more... )

I hate when I get this way, sick of my life, but I feel so inspired, and yet so hopeless. It seems that I am so far away from where I am supposed to end up. Ok, I'll make it a little clearer. I went for a walk, and I tend to get sorta out there on walks anyway. I was only gone for about 30 mins, nothing compared to what I'll do on a nice day, but I ( Read more... )