So, I just deleted every post (other than poems and pics that I like) prior to 2005. I am tired of being associated with the life that I lead previously. I've gotten older now and much more reponsible. I briefly glanced at some of the posts (mainly things I had wrote about Bobby and I) and really felt sick. All of the things I had done, the drugs, ( Read more... )

Okay... I told you that the relationship with Josh wouldn't last long. Surprise! I broke it off with him about a week ago. Leading cause? He is too needy, too lazy, no ambition, no goals. Happy going no where. He is delusional, pathological liar and so on and so on. Another cause, John and I started talking a bit ago. We are dating now. Not ( Read more... )

What's goin on!! It's been a minute, I know, I know. So much has happened, I wish I knew where to start. I guess, I'll just give the readers digest version. Me and the girls moved into a bigger place. It's right across from where we were. My sis had the baby. I'll get to see him for the first time next week (Thanksgiving). My car took a dive so I ( Read more... )

It's been forever. Not much. Morgan starts kindergarten, Chianne in 2nd. John and I broke up. I'm currently having a good time dating around. Yay for me.

Been a while since I'vec updated, thought I'd stop in for a minute. I'm in NC for the weekend visiting my sister for her baby shower. SHe is having her first baby, a little boy named Bradley Owen. (congrats sis). Things have been going better for me. I finally have my own place, just me and my girls. Got a good job and ~had~ what I thought was a ( Read more... )

Was sup? It's been a while, thought I'd jot a few notes. I have a new job, start on the 23rd. Finally leaving Convergys. It was cool too when I put in my 2 weeks, it was great. It was like a fire was lit under their ass. Me and John are doing great, almost 7 months now. The girls are doing great too. Getting big. Morgan is learning her letters and ( Read more... )

Have you ever heard the above statement? Well, I have perfected it. I don't feel like getting into all the details right now, but we'll just say that I don't have the best of luck. I think it's because I am abesent minded usually, but only after work. I think it's because I am forced to be so orginized at work that I fight it tooth and nail when I' ( Read more... )

Well, my car is working, thank heaven. The girls ae doing good, Chianne is back in school now. She is doing pretty good, she has started doing her own homework, by herself. She is tryin to be responsible, because I told her I was proud of her doing her homework by herself, but we end up having to re-do it and she gets upset. Counseling is going ( Read more... )

Ok, I just read through the last three years of my life, via this journal. I have to say, I am one screwed up cookie. I think ya'll should still be confused. I'll work on being more clear when I write.

Haven't really updated you on ~everything~ that is going on. My last entry (not the very last one, but the one before that) says that Josh came back. Well, stupid boy left again. It took me a minute to get over it. I started going to church and I was going to be celibate. Well, then I met this guy John. He is really great, he is very sweet, very ( Read more... )