i have fuck me over
and i'm worthless written on my forhead!
( "dude"
" sweet")

When you said you loved me, did you really love me or did the words just spill out like drool on my pillow. ‘Cause I was naked when you said those words, but I felt covered in your whispered worship. And as you passed out fast on my shoulder, I imagined a child waiting so sad and still for his mom to arrive. Did she leave you an orphan, in that big ( Read more... )

i used a very precarious shade of red in my hair and i look like boso. i'm getting dyed again after work.
monday blows. plenty to think about nothing to say. i drank absinth, it was gross. i mised yoc the other night boo. i actually did my laundry. whenever i eat it makes me feel sick.

xo. pretty dove. make love like mimes.

that's just where is was standing, the moment i knew, i couldn't live another second of my life without knowing what it was to kiss you. your eyes were so blue. in front of your mirror, standing in your bathroom.

i'll sleep tonight. so i can be closer to you..

it's been three years since i have had this journal. alot of things have happened good and bad, alot of people have came, stayed, left and bounced back into my life. experience is something to be gratefull for always, for the most part. there are always may things i wish that i can say out loud but never do, like that i probably hate it more than ( Read more... )

doves for you, angel.

NEVERMIND!!!!

MORE SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow. i am running and hiding and crying and finding a hole to crawl into!!