There are those who say that they miss me, who can't wait to see me. But I keep dreading the same routine and bitching about the same problems. Depression has been masking my happiness for the past week. I don't know what I want other than to have a purpose, spontaneousness, and not to feel like a prisoner. Every week, I run several miles, I ( Read more... )

Is there really such thing as one? If so, I've defiently approached it. Btw, it's been such a very long time since I've last posted here ( Read more... )

I've found a few therapists in my area that caught my eye. Unfortunitly, it seems that they want blood money. Or atleast, that's how it'll feel when I'll be paying off my credit card bill. Jeez, my bills are bad enough. Some of these crackheads wanted atleast a hundred dollars a session (that's one hour). A HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS ( Read more... )

He just doesn't see a future ( Read more... )

For those who haven't seen them...here they are: http://s2.photobucket.com/albums/y22/ladySecretz/chodeRipRoadTrip/?start=all

Here I am once again. Blah. At work and it sucks ( Read more... )

Ooh look at moi purdy mooostong! :)

http://photobucket.com/albums/c97/devaSTANGing/operation%20new%20headlights/

One day I've got a journal with 85+ entries and the next day it disappears. There was absolutely no warning. Well, that sucks. I guess I'll have to keep writing at livejournal. Don't ask me why I don't exactly like livejournal, I guess I was really partial to blogcult ( Read more... )

Well, once again, it's the day after over the hump day. The weekend approaches faster and again there will be a triUnf Unf! ;) I've been doing alright except for a few minor things (ie. math class, pyramidville a week early, no money, these daily headaches, etc). But all in all, I'm doing pretty good. I'm doing well at work, my stang is still ( Read more... )