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Random TV Stuff
- Watching Orange is the New Black with mom is SO, so painfully awkward.. With the lesbian sex scenes.. She decides to yell, 'I'm learning!'
-Started season three of The Crown. I still do not know why they couldn't just add makeup and the such to the previous actors but I do love me some Helena Bonham Carter. I miss Claire Foy and Matt Smith but ( Read more... ) -
Random Thoughts..
-Our beautiful pool lays dormant. Ever since the irritation of the corona virus that forced mom to stay home these past months; all she does is play Facebook games and sleeps. Of course, she earned this rest and I am more than know I am a 'big girl', and should just 'grow up'; but swimming alone is terribly lonely and just not fun. :/ I want to ( Read more... ) -
It Hurts
I have been going through a hazardous train wreck break up for the past few months.
Perhaps I will gain the courage to crack open the crazed blender of treacherous feelings and be able to journal about it..
I have rejoined OK Cupid and actively looking for female companion again..
How I miss the affection.. But I have to admit. I feel like this ( Read more... ) -
Quarantine Life
I need to keep myself occupied, both mentally and physically.
- Actually call doctors and keep appointments. Since schools are closed mom can take me. My dad has even been kind enough to offer to take me.
-I do love to read but I go into terrible slumps and simply ignore my over sized 'to read' book pile. Must. Fix This.
- Swim, swim, and swim! We ( Read more... ) -
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Yikes! It is a little after seven am here and I have yet to sleep a wink! D ( Read more... ) -
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We will be going to court again. If he is produced from the jail, I will plead to the judge for leniency. He is facing 10-12 years, he will be rotting away in a cell. That's not your loved one, it's a addict. Drugs has destroyed my family and we are slowly breaking down. The insurance will only cover two weeks in a rehab in the hospital. It's a ( Read more... ) -
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Had a great talk earlier with my beloved cousin. She uplift my spirits and I let a good cry out. What has been eating at me - in a nut shell - my only sibling faces ten-twelve years in prison. Tomorrow morning, my dad and I will be representing our family and I will beg the judge for leniency. -
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A huge, distressing family issue has been eating away at my heart but I cannot put it into words at the moment. Instead - some happy things! I certainly do not need yet another new journal but I love the cover saying (I am only 4'10), it's small to tote around, and I'll be filling it up with dates from fun outing and just general happy events. And ( Read more... )
