in my head.

is REALLY stupid.

Tooooo much going on.
*sigh* and I disapprove.

Started working out again.
wow. I forgot how much I hate my boobs.
Cuz now my back and ribs KILL.
fuck that shit. which also makes me mad
for letting myself get so fat - but regardless
of my weight, pretty sure I would have abnormally
large tits. so to that I say:

FUCK THAT SHIT.

fuck. angry. not feeling super.
gonna drink till i feel better

I'm ALL moved in to my "new" place. Really, I'm just living downstairs and one room to the left from where I lived last year. AND it's cheaper this year - that's cuz I have another roommate. hah ( Read more... )

Moving back to schoool in only 10 days. couldn't happen sooner. I miss the closeness. and that living with my parents is a total boner kill.

lots of stuff going on lately.
fun stuff.
school starts in a month
I really cant wait to get back into the swing of everything.

Been writing some poems while being at my paretns' place
no internet, limited Car use.... yeah. too much time of nothing.
hors got cut at the  winery. and trying REALLY hard to have
enough money to pay for school.... not gonna ( Read more... )

It's true. They really piss me off, and disappoint me ( Read more... )

got drunk
got covered in blood
had a blast
the end.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

"yo're horny - let's do it! Ride it! My pony! My saddle's waiting - come and jump on it!"

haha. oh, old rap songs.
they make me laugh.
I was supposed to be having peoples over.
and I bought lots of beer.
everyone cancelled!!!
I'ive been drinking by myself since 9.
pathetic.

people suck.
:(

fuck.
that's pretty much it.

also, I love my courtney and my meghan.
they make EVERYTHING better! :-)

So, it has been a while since I've been on here ( Read more... )