i feel  completely and utterly alone no matter what i try to to the girls i like love or like some other guy...fuck you south florida.....i hate my life....

i'm really starting to question stuff now a days....who are my real friends...who hasnt talked a bunch of shit behind my back....who has stood up for me just as a front to be a good guy but in reality isnt....theres alot of people out there that mean well in their words but in the end fuck the persons life up worse....sometimes i wonder if the ( Read more... )

So the news is in im finally in college...i got two classes and both ot them are at 630 p.m. im taking college math and english and it will be awesome y cuz i said so so whats up jesse and amber...well me work work and more work...but good thing i get to see you tom orrow amber muhahahahahaha....I was elected to lead not to read so what is this ( Read more... )

when the game of life makes you feel like quiting it helps a lot if you,
kill a kitten
mark my words cause from were im sitting you cant go wrong if you,
kill a kitten
theres no crime that you'll be commiting, i know the law you can,
kill a kitten
and if you need yarn for that scarf you're knitting you'll get pleanty if you,
kill a kitten

feed it ( Read more... )

so yeah the annual coral springs holiday parade....sucked... my girlfriend got sick frtom the food she ate and was like puking and all and the band drumlines the ones we beat are using fort lauderdale highs cadences now it was like wtf. neway tomorrow i have to wake up at seven to go down to my old school to request my transcripts and then i have ( Read more... )

so cha wassup me... alot has happened since my last post i got over my ex and now im with this new girl named tara...shes 14 yes i kno young but shes cool....a bit immature but then again what can i expect she is 14. i start college in one month il;l be taking accounting to help my dad out with his plan for an air conditioning company...he does ( Read more... )

i want to die someone willing to help me accomplish that...?probably not but one can wish right?....right....

i've pushed everything i once loved away from me in the worst ways...and then turn around and can't deal with what i've wrought...she still runs my existance i still love her...i'm still in love with her...why can't i give myself the right ways of life? why do i hurt myself in my own actions...i've lost her because i felt weak that i couldn't do ( Read more... )

ok now what the hell i send this email to my friends for a wow thing something that isnt supposed to be analyze or replied to but no i send it to her and she emails me telling me that the email was stupid and pointless and only complete idiots would be fooled because she took the time to analyze the illusion and figure out how it works and ruins it ( Read more... )

i've pushed everything i once loved away from me in the worst ways...and then turn around and can't deal with what i've wrought...she still runs my existance i still love her...i'm still in love with her...why can't i give myself the right ways of life? why do i hurt myself in my own actions...i've lost her because i felt weak that i couldn't do ( Read more... )