i laid in bed most of the day ( Read more... )

i gotta move outta here.
gotta stop drinkin so much.
no, forget that.

i gotta move outta here
and save more money
and get these christians outta my driveway so i can go play

It seems like it's been a long time since I went through and read my friends entries, so I did that tonight for a bit. Catching up on bits and pieces of my friends lives, trying to live in that moment and remember what they were like, or how they might've reacted in the situations they write about, hoping for a fleeting chance there would be that ( Read more... )

Lately things have been alright. I'm super stressed about school, but I have gotten almost all the hard, ridiculous, parts done; I have yet to work on a wheel for the presentation game for our finals, and I also have to do my financial project, but those should be knocked out by tomorrow night. Sunday I am taking Ian to Wilmington for rehab, I'm ( Read more... )

My cat had four kittens and today was the first day their eyes started to open. I wonder what I look like to them

Im an idiot. Really, I am. Secretly I've got all these terrible deep dark feelings that I have to suppress, for a more simplier life, but i do not feel like i am following my heart anymore. Somewhere I got led astray. Im tired of the bar, Im tired of school, I miss the things that used to be my constants. I miss smoking weed every single day, I ( Read more... )

my cats so pregnant

It's strange how many times i look back at my highschool years and it really makes me laugh about how they were some of the emotionally tolling times, whenever i would breakup or something just wouldn't go right. It was like the world was ending. And how some of the happiest times were manical rages of laughter and it makes me smile. Im glad i grew ( Read more... )

sooo.. ireally hope work doesnt affect my school cause i just got off annnd its 2...
I really need to make sure i stay focused.
FOCUSSSS.

i am so so so happy.
i wish it'd last me forever!
i haven't known happiness like this in a long time
things are falling together.

I got a new job btw, sooo if you guys wanna come visit me I work nights at Fox and the Hound @ northlake! I work all week sept weekends this week but im just training, so stop by and say hi! have a drink!