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A long time coming
well in this hectic world that I live and being stressed to the point of almost bleeding from my eyes i have finally had my load lightened. Well i probably just realized it. When i first started growing my hair out i was afraid that people would call me a girl and all that jazz that people do and it happened and no matter how comfortable i was with ( Read more... ) -
Plastic Canes and Ducky Trains
Lately I have been having disturbing dreams. They only happen just as I have waked up in mind but not in body. The states of rest when you are awake and asleep, your mind is lucid and you can focus on all things at once with out having your mind feel like it is being sandpapered away. Well in that state right before i get out of bed, I dream (or ( Read more... ) -
tch
So i snaped final. I broke down and said somethings to a friend and damgae our relationships. i didn't mean to attack her, but i did mean what i ment. Yep just wanted to get it down somewhere to let it out. I know most people wont look at this, with the exception of the people who look through blogs to make fun of. So here you go all you anti- ( Read more... ) -
Daggers of the firmament.
Ok, I just got in from the thunderstorm that is going on. It was one of the nicest things I have feel in a long time. As I opened the to to go out side I felt as if the world was divide right there; inside was the norm everyday with the burdens still there. Then there was the outside world where it rained, but it was not tears of sadness. The tears ( Read more... ) -
yeah yeah
So tomorrow is Unity and I am excited about that, kind of, I be able to me up with so friends I have not been able to see since they live in different states. And see my other friends here that I have not seen in a while cuz I have no life. But there is a cloud heading over my way, perhaps even a storm depending on how it goes. That storm is Angela ( Read more... ) -
And i gusse that is...
the way things are now. I just got done talking to Chelsea and i ask her want she likes or liked me. and i got an answer close to what i thought it would be when i asked. It was something like " I don't know if I actually liked you or if it was just that your the only one who accepted me for me". And that hurts worse then if she would have said ( Read more... ) -
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so today has been an jolly good and depressing day. First in the morning the girl that i like see one of my friends leaning in to my arms because she just did spontaneously and i think that made here upset at me even tho i did not think that she liked me. For the first time in basically forever i almost felt regret for her seeing my friends in my ( Read more... ) -
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The Descent of a Fallen Man
words to be posted later cuz i just thought of the title and i like ( Read more... ) -
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ywsterday was fun but slightly odd.