why do i feel guilty... i honestly don't have a reason too...

this is the worst i've felt in a while.

i can feel it building inside me

it hurts

i have discovered that the racks and the tires being held up by the racks make excellent punching bags

i don't know what to do

i make myself sick. i fucking hate this! i am about to explode with rage, and i don't know how to get rid of it.

i wish i knew why i was in a bad mood and why my arm is hurting more and more

so it was about 3:43 AM... when my dad called...
"matt, get up, get a bat and a knife"
i must say, that was a surprise. so i got my 3 LBS bat, and my kersaw and went out to the front door. he grabed kyles LAX stick, and we went around the house to see what made the noise. i must say, it was rather fun!

my back really hurts ( Read more... )

lots of pain... it sucks... too much thinking

i don't understand how people say they would go back to becoming a teenager if they could... its really not that great.....

my day was pretty good, i won't lie... just a couple bad periods...