Damnit. I need to catch up here. BUT. Look at you people. You hardly ever write in your journals n_n; Well. When my gf wipes my small nearly dead brain clean, I can look back on these times =D. Haha o_O ( Read more... )

I had alot of fun with Zell today. Who would of thought of me... hanging out with someone doing that kinda stuff. if you told me a month ago stuff like this was going to happen I would of laughed my ass off. If you told me I'd feel like this I would of probably stabbed you o_O; Lol ( Read more... )

Yeah. I'm gunna spit some stuff I got on my mind... but I wont go into specifics... because I do know certain people read this.... that I really dont want knowing this stuff. Soooo =D yeah ( Read more... )

Woo. I wore myself out. But I'm back on Duty! =D. Tell me something... who's the fucker who's playing with the thermastat... its cold like Jack Frost's asshole in this dorm ><;

Yeah. its lunch time and I am chilling and I am not using that word lightly, in my room. x.x; I couldn't contain myself from getting zell's christmas present so I took ( Read more... )

...I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!! NOT HIM. NOT NOW. UGH!!! ;.; FUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKK! ><;;; BOBBY!!!!!


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I guess it wasn't a bad idea giving Zell another chance o_o; He showed up this time. I guess... maybe he got confused last time. _>; Dont even take it the wrong way guys... You'll understand soon enough ( Read more... )

Its weird how life can change over in less then like what was it, a week? o_O; but I feel so happy. Yeah, that sounds gay.

I never hung out with anyone before... well ... you know what I mean. But this guy named Nida asked me to go with him to Balamb to just hang out. He said I was new and looked like I needed a tour or the local uh... what was the word he used 'shindinggin fun'?? ahah. He's weird. o_O ( Read more... )

Thanks alot. I can't think straight. I can't focus. the sais dont even look right in my hands today. I was twirling like I always do. showing off like I always have... and nothing felt right. I just... whats wrong with me? I can shake anything. Yeah... I can. you dont have a hold over me anymore. I dont even really remember you. ....yeah I do. it's ( Read more... )

Yeah... I guess I never talked much about when I was a kid... probably because I wanted to forget. I thought I was doing a good job... but paying attention in class today... and listening to seifer last night... I guess when I had that hunch about GF's wiping memories clean... I was right. Oh well ( Read more... )