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2017 a year in Review
As 2018 starts, like everyone, I reflect on the past year.
I attended 17 concerts: Michael Bolton, Kate Voegele, Sail Across the Sun, Of Good Nature (x3), Flagship Romance, Steve Winwood, the Head and the Heart, Idina Menzel, Third Eye Blind, The Novelists, X Ambassadors, Post Modern Jukebox, October Fest, Florida Georgia Line, Brian Setzer ( Read more... ) -
Done hiding.
Read, don't read, I don't care. I'm just done protecting everyone's feelings or perceptions of me. So this is me.
I hurt. I have feelings. I know most of you think my life is all rainbows & sunshine but it's not. My brain likes to whisper to me that I'm worthless, sometimes I'm strong enough to tell it to shut up most of the time I curl into a ball ( Read more... ) -
Hurt.
I deactivated my Facebook, I deleted Twitter & Instagram from my phone.
I have never felt so alone. I've never felt so disconnected from my friends.
The smiles are getting harder. The mask is finally slipping, you may begin to see the sadness in my eyes.
I wrote a letter where I was so vulnerable and now I feel like shit. He doesn't care he never ( Read more... ) -
yea. ok. whatever.
Today I have been incredibly pensive and alone in my own thoughts. I have done a lot of reading (yes, it was fanfic, but no less intriguing than any book I could picked up) I just started wondering if my reactions are a culmination of what my parents put in my head and what I see other people do and less about how I actually feel. Do I say things ( Read more... ) -
the beginning of misery
A year ago today should have been the end -- instead it was the beginning of misery. He went ballistic, and we should have had him locked away. Instead I locked myself away and remained scared in my room. Two days later he disappeared and I have regretted ever since that day that i ever told my dad to bail him out ( Read more... ) -
The Extraordinary Farewell
I have been helping get the word out about this extraordinary film. They want your help to und this movie and are giving away great perks to make that happen. So please go and check out this page and give what you can :) http://igg.me/at/TEFMovie/x/6728373
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Watched four different movies today.
1. What we did on our holiday
2. Wish I was Here
3. Alexander and the terrible, horrible no good day
4. The Odd Life of Timothy Green -
Vulnerable.
I don't even know who reads this anymore. I just want to write, whether or not anyone see it. I was reading over old journal entries tonight, by the way not a smart thing to do when you are already in a melancholy mood. I seriously burst into tears when I read about going to the movies with the grams, even as I type this I'm near tears again. It's ( Read more... )
