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I feel like I need to write so much. I never write anymore. I've written a long, rambling, badly-in-need-of-editing journal post on my phone, but I will probably never get around to posting it because it just feels too self-serving and narcissistic. At the same time, I feel like I should post it, as a record of how I've been feeling these past six ( Read more... ) -
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Days like today are almost certainly the reason why I have such inexplicably high blood pressure for a person of my age and athleticism. I work out semi-regular and I don't eat ice cream 24/7, but I have no stress coping mechanisms. -
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It's been a long time since I've felt this hopeless.
Ugh, snap out of it. -
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Sometimes I'm okay, but sometimes I very much wish I could do something different with my life, but I don't know what to do, so I just keep doing the same thing. -
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As to updating lj ever again, that's obviously not going so well. I typed up a bunch of feelings about depression and turning 25 and various other things on my iPhone's note app one night and since then I haven't been sufficiently sad enough to go back and retype it here. I guess that's a good thing, kind of ( Read more... ) -
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I'm currently composing an update in my head. Stay tuned. -
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I do not know what to do with my life. I have no fucking idea. -
Updates
I find it very sad that I wrote this on December 9th, 2010 and it's still applicable today, more than six months later:
I've been super depressed lately, possibly literally depressed, although I'm really not ready to admit that yet, or maybe ever. I'm not ready to be depressed again. My pattern lately is to plan to get up around 9:00, actually get ( Read more... ) -
An entry! Zomg!
I don't feel like putting this on facebook, so lj-ers will be the first to know. (Well, the second, I told Dan already. Haven't told my parents yet because they aren't picking up their phone ( Read more... )