This has been an entirely mediocre Christmas. I'm going to sound petty and materialistic, but I really didn't get what I wanted ( Read more... )

I guess I'm the common denominator. That's why I'm alone at 10:30 on my vacation.

Also I got a 2.81 3.02 for my first semester.

I can't stop listening to Kids by MGMT.

I can't figure out what I want to do or whether what I want to do is even an option or ever was at all.

I can't help but think that I'm happy where I am despite the cheating schizophrenic girlfriend.

I can't believe it.

My ex-girlfriend has schizophrenia.

I missed my Biology final.

This has been a terrible week.

New phone, new city, same life.

I had fun over break hanging out with some people, wish I would have had longer.

New phone, new city. New life, new girl? No girl.

No help from you, obviously. Some things never change.

Homeward bound.I'm coming home tomorrow morning for the first time in nearly four months. This is, by far, the longest that I have been away from home or my parents in my entire life, and I have to say that I'm loving it. By no means does that imply that I don't like St. Petersburg - not at all, I love it - but Albany has just been so good to and ( Read more... )

Being drunk makes me miss things and people more than usual - things and people that I miss sober, but not enough to be compelled to dish unnecessarily on LJ ( Read more... )

Well, maybe I am a terrible person...or just a hypocrite. But does it even matter?

In other news, I have a radio show. Woo.

What do you want to listen to?
I don't care.
Come on! It's your last night, what do you want to hear?
I don't give a fuck! Just put on whatever the fuck you want...ugh...just put on Raised By Wolves and let it play out.That's what I want. For twenty minutes I held you while you cried and we were happy. And then I left. I don't love her. I am a liar ( Read more... )

Things have been going pretty well as of late. Last weekend, I went to Mamaroneck, NY to meet Bianca's family, and I think that it could have gone a hell of a lot worse. I'm so fucking optimistic, aren't I? What a sunny outlook ( Read more... )