oh hey there live journal...
shouldve posted this in january...
he cheated.
yup. guys are awesome!

I moved on, like..the next day.
not emotionally obviously.
there are now 2 boys.
1 i think i'm done with,
but his love is my drug,
i'm not sure what it is about him,
he makes me so angry,
but the minute he starts acting cute,
i completely give in

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i miss him so much.
i'm glad we're friends.
but i sent him an email saying
"i can't talk to you for a couple weeks,
i need to clear my head"
i miss him so so much.

jordan and i broke up ( Read more... )

all i really want to do at this moment and head over to somewhere in europe and just bum around. go into little second hand shops. just relax. i think the air in europe smells different. more fresh ( Read more... )

soo its official...


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there's this boy ( Read more... )

 so theres this boy.
and i think i like him.
a lot.
and just when i realize this.
i'm about to leave for europe.
for a month.
oh woe is me.

what does it mean,
when he makes me angry//upset,
but he's the only one that can cheer me up?
i can't describe it.

yeah. i like him.

the part i can specifically remember, is that my fam came home from somewhere and i went upstairs to our balcony and my sister put all the cats there with this like dry veggies/fruits as food. so i opened the door, they all ran out, and i grabbed the food, and ran downstairs and i guess ppl were having an intense convo (includign oprah and this ( Read more... )

 i hate the way i look ( Read more... )