okay here is the deal.. Will and me are still breaking it, but we still speak and hang out. just no affectionate stuff!!! IT SUCKS but oh well atleast he is still in my life. I'm trying really hard to be the bomb designer, I been sitting at my comp all day today, trying to spark some creative juices. I'm ready to try I mean try. I dont have a job ( Read more... )

God? its me La keya. When are you comming? when will u show yourself to me? when will you stop this? why do you have satan running rapid? your children are bleeding everyday! why are we killing eachother like we are not the same species? why do we have to feel the need to be superior, to feel important? why are we selfish? selfish with u my lord. ( Read more... )

well today was pretty regular..I did most of my digital manipulation..then I went for a walk with Abbi.. this truck carrying a big piece of glass clipped something, and that huge piece of glass came crashing down.There was glass everywhere.Abbi and me could of been gone for, but we didnt get hurt. then later tonight, Allison and me took a walk ( Read more... )

THANK YOU LAUREN!!! I LOVE YOU.... YOUR SUCH A FRIEND..MUAH

well i know that the next few weeks months i dunno..are going to be diffucult. Will and me are broken up i would say (he doesnt want to label it) it hurts so bad, feels like someone ripped your heart out..an unseen force, because it wasn't Will he didnt rip my heart out,,it was like the beast of nature,..the situation, we got stuck, and now we have ( Read more... )

yeah im hurt...i guess i been spoiled with the whole guys being my friend...cant even get it from my number 1 dude.friendship..and it hurts like hell i cant take it..I DONT WANT TO BE A GIRLFRIEND ANYMORE>>if this is how its suppose to be..I QUIT!

im just a ghost, im just a pathetc ghost..i dont exist to you...only when you want me to come out and play. whenever you feel like it you can pretend i dont exist..because im a ghost

im done with this world, and its superfical ways...umm yeah thats basically it in a nut shell.. im so disgusted i cant even post it on here..so sad

well I called a break to my relationship, it was suppose to begin on saturday...so anyways we see each other on wensday, and he does this 360....first we go out for mexican, then we rent kill bill...the next day we get up EARLY, his dad comes over to cut his hair,,,,then we take a walk holding hands :) find a bowling alley and bowl..then we get ( Read more... )

so much going in my head. so many thoughts telling me the same thing. The day has come 4:55pm April 19/04. I wish I could be alone! ALONe! so many happy people arround me. enjoying their April 19th Monday. So many children not aware of the tormoil life will eventually throw at them. They see only good, and beauty, evil hasn't graced their doorstep ( Read more... )