Here is the money that I owe you, so you can pay all the bills ( Read more... )

i saw jessica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i met SEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i got to see CLAIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i also did something stupid today go figure......
and had a bad dream last night......................oh well i saw jessica !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i saw sean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and i saw claire

sor·ry (sr, sôr)-Feeling or expressing sympathy, pity, or regret ( Read more... )

so the rest of today ended up good...really good...talked to jess.....so much love right there..what can i say...talked to claire.....more love...once again what can i say......hung out with maria and jen from about noon until midnight......eating lunch, dinner, dessert....watching a really weird movie and hiking around the lake at ub for two hours ( Read more... )

so silly me did the overnight monday night.....yeah eighteen hours straight....just a little on the crazy side, the advantage was i didn't have to into work yesterday, so i hung out with my family, was sick and well slept....i took nyquil and slept from eleven last night until ten today....and i do feel better...definitely more rested which was ( Read more... )

i've got a cold....sniffle, sniffle, cough, sneeze.....yeah you get the point.....so not what i was going for in my last week of break....then again i'm working most of this last week anyway....and i still have to find a way to keep my promise to jessica.....i swore i would see her....and i have to find a way......i know it sounds easier then it ( Read more... )

so i am currently debating something ( Read more... )

the past five days have been a whirlwind of stuff happening....i don't think it clicked with me until thurseday exactly how many hours i had signed up for at work.....then it hit and i was there, somehow i found my way through all the hours and days....i came out with only a bruise on my elbow, a really sore elbow and wrist, and achy arms..you try ( Read more... )

its funny, the holidays have this kind of effect on me, perhaps on alot of people, it kind of makes you turn back and look at the past....things that were said, done, felt, things that happened....i am by nature a retrospective person, i like to figure out what went wrong, why it went wrong, and if i could have prevented it, well most of the time i ( Read more... )

Belief makes things real ( Read more... )