I went to work at 6:35am.
I broke my right hand, (but not really.)
It was bleeding and I couldn't grip the tongs.
"Lets fill out an accident report to be safe."
I don't need medical attention.
But I have a spanish midterm in 2 hours.
I can't write it if I can't grip a pencil.
I need a doctors note to get it excused.
But since I was injured "on the job," I ( Read more... )

so I went to log on in the hopes that expressing my feelings would make me feel better, but because my computer hates me, i spent all of my emoitions screaming at my computer, but I plan on really expressing them at some later point.

long story short: my father's a fucking db.

So my cousin got into vanderbilt. Whoo for him. Not. Fucking asshole. I didn't even get into my number one school.
So I didnt get the job. Fuck the derb. Fuck ARA's and RAs.
So I think I failed my oceongraphy final. FTS. I miss the ocean.
So I can't come up with a really great christmas present for my boyfriend. Fuck my origional plan. College has ( Read more... )

Are we breaking up?

should i tell you what is possibly inside?
could you handle it?
would you leave me?

I dont know. Fuck.
why wont you talk to me?
babe. please. dont.

Is August 1st coming sooner than expected?

 day of silence.

ant in the oven.
ant extermination.

The mixed tape.
Modern Swinger
Pictures of You
Mr. Jones
I'm not okay.

end of it all will be.

15 days later.

858 days on the official count. 
I thought I could handle it all on my own,
but I don't have anything together anymore.
I need help, but I don't know who to turn to.
I can't explan myself, just that I need help, and affection, and nurturing.

Won't you be my solid ground?

i remember when i first went to LOC
Glen told us to "trim our trees"
and i could really use some shears right about now.

so I was finally able to cry today.
and now i feel like i should keep going.
but i cant.
i didnt take my meds last night.
so thats definately part of it.
but now im back on them.
and i cant.

i need to talk to someone.
i need to be loved by ( Read more... )

so one night fest.
coming in november.
im maddd excited.

me & cal & loads of lq.
different one each night.
week of thanksgiving break.
my birthdays in the middle.
getting my industrial done?

gah. i cant wait.
sooooo 
damnnn 
excited.

i E> her.

im slipping through the cracks of life
and i need an excuse to believe.

So today i went to the doctor,
i tore a ligament of some sort in my shoulder,
and due to the stress ive put on it, i
ve caused a muscle tear in my pectorial. LMFAO.
School today was pretty much a joke. as usual.
next week is finals, im soo not looking forward to that one.

i had work tonight.
took my drugs when i got there.
biggest mistake. i gots really ( Read more... )