ok so there is this boy I know in Cali.

I WANT HIMI am going to move in with him when I finally get around to moving ( Read more... )

I don't know what is going on. I wish someone would tell me.

Got completely wasted. Just trying to ease the tension when I am around Brandon. I am still so attracted to him, but I don't know what we wants me to do about it. It's way weird.

I totally didnt drink enough water last night. Ew

Lil Bit, I LOVE YOU
We were the hottest drunk bitches there!!

Last night was crazy

I was so wasted
but I got 2 hot boys digits

Wooooooooo

Can you feel me bleed ( Read more... )

My life is entirely too complicated.

Money problems.
Boy Problems.
Friend Problems.
Communication Problems.

It all seems to be falling apart. Not to mention the lovely phone conversation I had with Mother Dearest yesterday. Sorry you had to hear that Allison. <3 ( Read more... )

I am probably moving really soon. Does anyone need a place to live. Its a nice house. Cheap rent. Awesome roommate. Let me know

FUCK

Why am I so fucking expendable? Why cant I become that one necessary element to someone?

Are my feelings so insignificant to everyone that they can be brushed aside so easily.

When I hurt, does it matter to anyone? Anyone at all?

I wish to hell it mattered to you!

Aaah

So much uncomfortableness last night.

Is that even a word?

But why do I still feel weird?

Hit the wall last night. You know, that emotional wall where you want to scream and laugh and cry all at once, but all you can do is just sit there and sob. I'm glad he was there to kiss it better.

I feel like I am no longer in control of my emotions. My heart is racing after his like its never been shot down before ( Read more... )

WTF ( Read more... )