ugh

not in the mood to update.

Leave me love.

I have no fucking clue what I am going to do.

I forgot how much I effin love Finch. Riding in the car with Stacy after shopping it up a bit and keeping Tyson company over at Ruby Tuesday's, I totally had flashbacks ( Read more... )

Hmmm he's gone for the weekend. what to do?

retail therapy is in order.

boo yah

Why is everything complicated for me.

I adore him.

He adores me.

But other obligations fuck it all up.

"Yet so manipulative..."

yay for cooking and hair dye

Long time since I have updated.

I have turned into such a whore.

It's ok.

Who needs to be decent anyway?

Ugh

I have puked 17 times. goin on 18 in a few.

I'm dying.

I'm lying. to myself.

I want something that doesnt want me.

Bury me now. Save you the trouble from tomorrow.

WHY
IS
THIS
SO
HARD
?

Things go wrong. That's just my life. It's when things go right I cant seem to get my feet steady under me ( Read more... )

Really, Mandi I didnt think you were this creepy

lalalacanthearu's LJ stalker is trustmedear!trustmedear is stalking you because they saw your picture and fell in love.. They are also getting jiggy with your best friend!

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.comlol... gettin "jiggy". does that mean ur gettin juggy with Erin? haha we will all get jiggy ( Read more... )

Maybe things arent so bad.
Maybe I am being way too dramatic.
Maybe I should just make myself be happy.
Maybe that is all bullshit.
Maybe God does exist.

And if he does, I bet he still fucking hates me.

It's 80s night. I'm going to get wasted. Then go home alone. Because I cant get YOU out of my head.

( here's to cheap sex and codeine )