Feeling better now. Just can't let it phase me. I can't get swept away in that moment. i'll work on it. I'm doing better. Only slight relapses. Theres more to life than high school or football or fleeting flames with boys you thought you loved so much. Just so much more, and basically its all about laughing and loving what is now. Because ( Read more... )

God i'm not ready for that i guess. It's too bad because i was doing really good. But i think what really pissed me off more than the fact that it was him--though i admit that doesn't help the situation-- was that i would totally be chewed out for that situation. It would never be "fine" or "my choice" to go talk to some guy during friend time ( Read more... )

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water polo is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generatorafter going through, i realize the questions mean nothing!! its just takes what you have in your interests!! i figured it out because the first thing it gave me was flex is love...and who knows flex?? tricky little ( Read more... )

Yay for web design and finally done with this day. I stayed up much to late last night, and by the time i got into bed i couldn't fall asleep right away. I know i need to go to the doctor, of some kind at least, and get some help for that. I haven't been able to just make the appointment though. I'm a little afraid of what they'll say, whether ( Read more... )

patrick gives me lots of fun quizzes to take! So far today i did not try out for musical and have not finished my homework. Productive, i know.

I think that so much of my time is being taken up by biology and calculus that i've forgotten what it means to really write. In the Flexam the other day my essay wasn't good because i haven't been thinking creatively at all. Everything is formulated and calculated and memorized and theorized and...i hate it. I don't want to do math or science or ( Read more... )

There are some people that always seem to have it together and those are the people that everyone else wants to be.  The people who have everything that you want and are just so awesome that you would kill just to be able to light up a room like that.  But once and a while you have to sit helpless while one of these people has a little piece of ( Read more... )

Hello Sean!!  So what if i haven't updated since Feb 2nd??  it just means my time has been spent doing wonderful other things besides updating, not that i lead a boring life!  But here it is.  Since that date i have: Gone to sadies, went up north with matt alex and alex, gone to prom, became a senior and many other fun things.   Ok i have to go on ( Read more... )

"I must support the weight of one or two caterpillars if I wish to see the butterflies ( Read more... )