this weekend. amazing ( Read more... )

fuckin crap. i need to update this shit ( Read more... )

im gonna make things happen. im gonna stir shit up. for myself at least. its time to stop sitting back and start taking action like i was doing in the beginning of the school year. im slacking off like mad crazy and losing sight of what it is i really and truely want. i need to get focused in school and prep up for finals. ESPECIALLY in my ( Read more... )

so i officially fucked shit up yet again. sad thing is, i dont actually FEEL like i have. dont know how it happened exactly, but im pretty sure it had a lot to do with, quite simply put, ME. yeah thats right. i think ive become a master at it ( Read more... )

screw my last entry.

this is FAR more important.

BROOKE CALDERON IS MY HERO.

CONGRATULATIONS ON ALL OF YOUR HARD WORK. YOU ABOVE ANYONE ELSE I KNOW DESERVE IT. TOO MUCH ALMOST.

GO YOU 'GATOR, GO!

oh and good luck w/ everything. this year and next.

ps. im soo proud, i could cry. THATS MY GIRL! :)

updating this is hard. honest. especially if everything u wanna say is too good or abstract for words. fuck ( Read more... )

this is brooke right now by the way. i'm here at lara britt's house in camarillo. we had a good night last night. i didn't get off work until the crack of dawm, but despite that shit, the night rocked. lara and i got high (of course) and decided, "dude, lets get ben and jerry's ice cream". i've never had it before so we gave it a shot. mmmmmmmmmm! ( Read more... )

so i havent written in this in a while and i guess theyve changed the whole updating format so this is all kinda tripping me out. its weird. plus the song i was just listening to wasnt a fully downloaded song so that threw me off as well. ok, so...yeah ( Read more... )

welp. it didnt happen. he didnt show. fuck me. i guess i could look at the brighter side of this and say at least i wasnt like rejected or something cuz he wasnt even there to deny me, but its just the let down that is disappointing. i decided to be bold and drive myself to the opportunity and take fate into my own hands, but fate i guess didnt ( Read more... )

i just replied to an email concerning an internship. i really wanna score it. like REAL bad. im just nervous that ( Read more... )