i have to get out of here.

i'm going insane.

i'm not this person.
i'm not the girlfriend.
i'm not the woman.

family occasions always put me in the same position.
its always shitty and always nerve racking.
i lose both ways.

i need to hide.
or sleep for four days!

fuck this!

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the coyotes

Tuesdays the 13th
The Rendezvous 21+
$5 7:00pm
Burger-T and Anastasia S.

Also a first time Coyote performance.
Saturday the 24th
The Hugo House
6:00

Hope to see you soon!
Jaala

i already feel better.

it feels nice to feel comfortable in social environments.
i've got these ones down and undercontrol.

these people know me and like me.
its so refreshing.

i'm hung over from my little date with ira.
blegh. i'm feeling nauseous but i don't think its from wine.
my tummy hurts.
so a bus ride is coming and then a nice car ride and then friends.
this is very needed.
just like it is every time i go down.

heres to them scoopn' the poop and me dressn up.

the best date ever.
my room.
candles.
short skirt.
glasses of wine.
ira glass.
mmm..

empty house.

carved pumpkin.

warm soup.

this weekend can we let it rip?

i new i was masculine, but c'mon.
i need some ladies.
i need to feel sexy and sassy.
its october and its already stale here.
a walk will be nice.

alright hand...we get it.
bee sting...ahh...yeah it hurts and all but seriously
isn't this all a bit much.

heres to periods-tits-low collared shirts-bare necks-sweet giggles and desire-

.typing with one hand.

someone come clean my house and kick them into gear.
i hate this.
i ache and all i want is to be happy and successful.
just chop off my hand please.

i'm canceling netflix
i'm putting my name on my food items
and locking my room with myself in it.

jaala

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