dear boy,
i missed you a lot.
love,
meghan.

1) Single, Crushin', Interested, or in a Relationship?: none of the above... but maybe a little interested

2) Are you happy with where you are?: i don't want to be nun-like forever, but i'm pretty happy, for the most part

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?: i don't know, ask me later. i haven't really met any of the "right" ( Read more... )

renee and i are planning an amazing road trip to pittsburgh soon. we're going to consume boones farm, search for my twin, and hang out with adrian. RIDICULOUS!

saturday was terrible and amazing all at the same time. there's still confetti in my bed and brusises on my legs.

other than that, things have kind of sucked. i need a new job stat.

monday = closing with dave freakin' bailey

tuesday = dinner at my dad's

wednesday = being off + reggie and the full effect + the city + nick palmer + me being drunk + nick being high

saturday = renee + both justins + world/inferno + mischief brew + boxed wine + rum

i miss renee. i miss the city. i miss the way journeys used to be. i miss seeing my old friends. i miss the summer.

not even fifteen minutes ago i was laying on the couch reading and my mom was complaining about how tired she was. then her phone ran. next thing you know, she comes downstairs all dolled up, gets her coat on and says "i'm going out." what a sneak!

...i thought she was tired.

i'm home alone and have nothing to do.
i want to cuddle.

i'm real glad that adrian comes home on saturday because i need a break from tom and nick. tom's a pervert, and nick's been (overly) miserable lately, i hate it.

what the fuck am i doing.

sometimes i feel like i want to be with him...
...but i'm sick of settling for things that i don't really want.