today was a good day, except for the fact that i burst out crying three or four times. i couldn't stop. i don't know why. or maybe i do. i feel really frustrated right now. tom's a disgusting piece of trash. dexter was joking about date rape. i work fifty hours this week.

i've been feeling really lonely and left out lately. it kind of sucks.

dan: give me my hoodie back.

me: give me my dunks back. buy me a towel that doesn't have ink all over it. give me money for all of my stuff that you and louis ruined from your disgusting parties. buy me new sheets, since you slept in my bed for almost a month without asking. stop acting like it was mine and renee's fault that we moved out. ...if ( Read more... )

i feel a little sad.

valentine's day is my favorite holiday and i don't have a valentine.

it must be a trend...

all my friends are moving in with their significant others.

i feel left out (and a little jealous).

i wish i didn't get all shy and quiet when real cute boys talked to me.

i have a new baby brother.

i moved all my stuff back home yesterday. my dad was drunk. dan and louis were assholes. i already miss renee. i already miss the city. i have to wash all of my clothes so they don't smell like that disgusting house. i'm getting my security deposit back. i'm getting a new car ( Read more... )

jack terricloth kissed my cheek.

this is the reason i never want to go back to my house:


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i'm holding back a lot of tears right now. actually, i'd say more like a water works. i have nowhere to go. my mom is mad at me, just like the rest of the world, and i don't know what to do. i don't have a car because mine won't pass inspection, and now my mom's acting like she won't even help me with getting a new one (which is what she originally ( Read more... )